"Those that have been through the most give the best advice, no matter what the situation. That’s how you know how far down the rabbit hole someone has been."
- acunamatata (via acunamatata)

(via beautyinthesuffering)

Im in the empty study lounge in my dorm and it is so nice and peaceful ;) I have a shit ton of work to do and I just really want to get an A on everything but I have to take some time for myself and just be free. Had a really stressful ed day. TW TW TW My parents came for the weekend and I had been restricting all week and then they were here so we went out to eat a lot which was fine just a bit anxiety provoking as I was doing exactly what ED was telling me not to do: eat. And then last night I binged in my dorm room on a saturday night all alone and yep. that happened. So then when people were ordering food tonight I was like fuck no. Long story short, I’m stressed and fighting ED really hard but it is super exhausting. There is an RA in my building who is in recovery and she has been really nice and helpful so thats good. 

Im in the empty study lounge in my dorm and it is so nice and peaceful ;) I have a shit ton of work to do and I just really want to get an A on everything but I have to take some time for myself and just be free. Had a really stressful ed day. TW TW TW My parents came for the weekend and I had been restricting all week and then they were here so we went out to eat a lot which was fine just a bit anxiety provoking as I was doing exactly what ED was telling me not to do: eat. And then last night I binged in my dorm room on a saturday night all alone and yep. that happened. So then when people were ordering food tonight I was like fuck no. Long story short, I’m stressed and fighting ED really hard but it is super exhausting. There is an RA in my building who is in recovery and she has been really nice and helpful so thats good. 

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safety-in-recovery:

I constantly go between being extremely anxious about all the things I have to do and literally not giving a shit. There is no in between, and it’s so exhausting and frustrating.

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